i used to hate...

bright eyes
the beatles
spaghetti sauce
talking on the phone
pennsylvania
boxed wine
long distance
gilmore girls
cooking
cleaning
chocolate icing
americas next top model
standing on the edges of 14 story buildings...

wake up at 5am from the noise of your neighbors tv coming thru the walls
freezing cold
your stomach in knots
the taste of vomit & beer on your tongue
a migraine worse than youve ever experienced
& have it all be ok because of that one perfect thing in your life
& then try going back to sleep
knowing that in 6 hours you will have to do one of the hardest things youve ever done in your relatively short life