Monday, January 28, 2008

be true to yourself even if it lands you in hell

i was recently back in lancaster & everytime im there someone tells me that ive changed. & for the first few months i agreed & simply accepted it. but i realized this is who ive always been, its just now im not afraid to show it. all thru high school i was to afraid to tell people what i thought or if i didnt like someone id still pretend to & ive learned its just not worth it. if i dont like someone im not going to be mean but im just not going to associate. & in class critiques if i think someones work sucks im going to tell them because they have the oppourtunity to say the same to me its just too many people are afraid to. & when i meet people im going to be honest that way if they can handle that theyll stick around. its just not worth my time to be nice to people i dont want to be around.
ive been getting restless lately. i was in jersey this past weekend. everytime im in nj i have an amazing time. im going to keep myself busy this semester because thats how i function best. i have class. im serving. im working on a new book. & im currently planning/shooting 4 potential photo series. so it should be interesting.
theres very few people that i can tolerate being around these days so im hoping to see a lot of them over the next few months.
i dont know if anyone actually reads this but ive still got a few copies of "a boy in transit" left. 2 or 3 bucks whatever you can give & if i really likely you it will most likely be free.

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