Tuesday, December 15, 2009

i guess this is goodbye

i leave ny
in 60 hours
& im sort of indifferent about it
not happy
not sad

since friday
ive been drunk off
jaeger
rum
& screwdrivers
with only enough time to sober up
before drinking again
on sunday printed my show
from 10am to 630 am
then caught a 7am bus back to ny
where i hung my show
& inhaled painted fumes for a few hours
& in all this time ive slept about 12 hours
& as harmony told me today
my body basically said
fuck you
to me today
i just ache & hurt
& a shit ton went wrong

& to top it off
the number 12 broke up

not looking forward to lancaster
or virginia beach
im just not a family person
& as much of a dick that may make me
i dont think i really care
i cant wait til i can skip
this time of year

crit tomorrow
kind of nervous

show thursday

i just kind of coasting right now

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