Friday, November 06, 2009

(please) dont leave me motherfucker

this past weeks been weird

i went to p.s. 1 yesterday
saw james turrels piece
meeting
& it was awe inspiring
& left my mind
a category 4 hurricane

i apparently have a weird
attraction to girls
from florida

ive been writing a lot
piecing single lines together
to some how hopefully
make some sense of this life

ive been trying to be better
better person
run more
less drinking
not going so well

i leave new york in 6 weeks
lancaster
virginia beach
then hopefully 
a far northeast tour
with sara
then sleeping on big blues couch 
for a month

the books coming along
mentally
& conceptually
images should start to be materializing
sometime
in the next week or so
its basically the same book 
i was making in july
except with a couple added examples
of my continuous
fuck up & failures

melissas out of town
the next 4 weekends
living with her has reaffirmed
how good of a friend she is
im going to miss her when i leave
but i should be used to 
leaving/ losing people
by now

a mutinied crew
of a sinking ship
lost at sea

ps a video of gaslight anthem
covering trusty chords
is enough to make you warm inside
witnessing it in person
in the dead center of the crowd
front row
pushing yourself up
over every one elses shoulders
& screaming so loud
you lose your voice in 3 minutes
is enough to change your life

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