Monday, November 30, 2009

its monday & raining

ive never actually asked a girl on a real date before
its always been friends of friends
but a girl came into my cafe
last week
& easily has the best smile ive ever seen
she walked out & i chased after her
& asked her out
we have a date tonite
& im mildly freaking out
so all thats been on my mind today
is this
one of my least favorite blink songs
but still good none the less

i spent the day in a cafe
in the east village
listening to joy division
& the smiths
with it pouring outside
oddly movie esque

the runnings been going well
im already back to the point i was in dc
next semesters going to be rigorous

i miss drinking alone
with that one record on repeat
but self control for a better me
i hope

my time in ny is almost up
& its been a really weird 4 months
if anything its reinforced
my need for change
as frequently as possible

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