Friday, May 02, 2008

empty bottles & bitter skies

tonite at dinner we discussed our lives after college
everyone wants to use their art to get nice houses & have families
i simply said im fine with being a server the rest of my life
if i can save & travel for a few weeks every year
i realize the degree im getting is essentially useless
i dont want to have a home family or any serious commitment
i dont know who is better off
the ones with dreams that their art will provide for them
or the ones that have lost their naivety

i complain about not having any connections
but over the past year ive burned every bridge i could

& im only now looking back
i guess this is growing up

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