Friday, March 19, 2010

ruining graceland

after an amazing week in the south
im back in dc
im not happy about it
but you cant always be happy

its amazing what a run can do for me mentally
i realized lately ive let myself go
ive never been in the best shape
but ive always been better than this
im going to start running again
no matter the time constraints
& im going to start eating mostly vegan again
no more alcohol or soda or any of that bullshit
how can i expect any one to like me
if i dont like myself

1 comment:

THE HOPEFUL said...

I was just randomly clicking next blog and came across yours. The first 4 I looked at were boring. But I read your first entry and got to the last two lines and felt compelled to write you. I don't know how many times I tell myself that same thing weekly "if I don't like myself, how can anyone else". I am glad there are other people who are thinking the same that; struggling with it and searching for a solution. I wish you strength and joy.

One Hopeful out.