Wednesday, March 03, 2010

im alright for now but i havent been

im trying to create my own family
ive never liked mine
& i have no memories before 8th grade
so now its time for me to decide
what is & is not my history

hot water musics caution
& vodka sprites
are all thats making the days pass

i want to move somewhere knew
where i know no one
& nothing

i saw beautiful losers today
& it reinforced preexisting mindsets

new york was weird & awkward
my friends & family are leaving me uneasy
& art school is still no place
for someone with low self esteem

2 comments:

bethany barton said...

beautiful losers is SO GOOD.

AP said...

glad you got to see Beautiful Losers. Really inspiring.