Thursday, November 13, 2008

i dont know what im doing

ive been pretty miserable as of late
so i went to the record store tonite
& got 6 cds
2 records
& a 7 inch
i kill my misery with music

im counting the days til
braid /frames & canvas
& gaslight anthem /sink or swim & 59 sound
hit my doorstep

everyday it gets harder & harder to get out of bed

the big blue house is hosting a party saturday nite
i usually leave parties early
so it will be interesting to see
where i run to this time around


the last time i listened to elliotts "false cathedrals"
i was in my car
fogging the windows
with a girl who shouldnt have been talking to me
let alone making out with me

her & i dont talk anymore
& my car has since been sold

but calvary song
still makes my heart swell
& throat clench up

3 comments:

bethany barton said...

'everyday it gets harder & harder to get out of bed'

Yeaaaah, it's getting really damn hard. I haven't gone to class all week, and I can't manage to wake up before noon. I'm a wreck.

Liz said...

false cathedrals is an amazing album. i love it.

Anonymous said...

Why wasn't I invited to your party? Thanks, bud.