we will fail & fuck up til were in the grave

its one of those times in life when you tell yourself it has to get better because you dont know if you can take it getting any worse
& you tell yourself it was the rite thing because no one was happy
& you tell yourself that maybe one day youll see each other again & it will all be better & everything will work out
& you tell yourself that cutting people out of your life is ok because you fucked up
& you tell yourself you have to stay in school because you cant let your dad down
& you tell yourself that one day youll have that connection you need
& you tell yourself waking up alone isnt so bad
& you tell yourself that hating your family & your hometown is ok
& you tell yourself these lies because youre too much of a coward & hypocrite to take a risk & put your life on the line