theres always war to wage

big blue house is done
sarah moved out today
& chris & sara have been gone
for a few days
but will be back the end of the week

im supposed to be in savannah right now
but things fall apart sometimes
im pretty sure im never meant
to see harmony again

i had enlightenment today
that humans have the amazing ability
to change
im not even close to the person i was
when i started college

its an amazing feeling
when youre able to realize
its time to leave
& to do so

trying to find a way out of dc
in the next couple days
i want florida air
coating my lungs
more than i can express

weakerthans "left & leaving"

i use to think it was me

started summer off
with a short trip to va beach
& a small brown bike show
tomorrow im seeing a silver mt zion
& sunday crime in stereo
im going to florida on tuesday
summer looks like its shaping up pretty well

im going to be working a lot
so i will hopefully have food money
while on tour

im ready to be living out of a bag

trying to work out thesis shit
just keep shooting

im getting sick
my nose is stuffy
& my throat is extremely soar

schools done this time next week
getting there will be hard
just trying to survive

hopefully going to florida for last week of may
then moving into a house for a few weeks in july
working 9-5
then tour for 4ish weeks
summer camp ra
then move into housing for senior year
its going to fly by
but for now i need to get to next wednesday

i saw converge & thursday the other night
realized converge is not meant to be seen on a stage
& thursday made me realize im not 16 anymore