i always kinda sorta wished i was someone else

swamped in work
projects & life
best friends breaking up
people being the same people

give up the ghost on repeat

no place like a strangers couch

boston this weekend
new york next weekend

trying to plan spring break
& summer
where im going
& with who

works been slow
lots of fucked up film
but im making moves
toward successful work

harmony should be visiting soon

im ready for spring

im considering not renting a place
next year
& just sleeping on friends couches
& floors

a big fat fucking bone to pick

its been snowing like crazy
its been nothing short of amazing
3 seasons of rescue me
in 3 days
lots of records on repeat

drove to delaware yesterday
nice to highway drive again

harmony may be coming to dc this weekend

short stories about fucking up
are not good for me to be writing
they come out too easy
& make me think too much

i want tattoos

none of my photo projects have been working out
last 5 or 6 rolls film have all been shit
looks like im going to be working with video

the past will never be again
so stop fixating on it

double your drinks
kiss the ones you want
lifes too short
to give a fuck

im a little rusty

my bodies kinda fucked right now
my nose is swollen
my eyes black
knuckles & knees
scraped & scabbed

ive been trying to figure out
states
words
kisses
photos
pain

fuck it
i guess we lost

sending postcards for former selves

adventureland
& road to perdition
two totally different movies
but both are amazing

photos didnt work out yesterday
bloody noses
& knees
black eyes
drunk words
kind of a shit show all around

ive said it before
you win some
you lose some

i want to make a movie

im trying to watch every hitchcock movie

florida sure knows how to make them